renewing my vows.

okay. so, as i have informed you both, i have been dead to the friendship world of late. a deflated balloon. a cracked whistle. a noisy dishwasher.

and though i am still healing... from what? i am not even quite sure yet. i know it has been a tough bit of road in my mind lately but, i AM mending my mind. and that is worth something.
with that being said....
i have re-committed myself to the essences. i never abandoned them really, i just put them off a bit, not sure that my efforts would deliver the needed result. could a blog really REALLY be my friend?
(what a sad sack, right???)
BUT!!!!
i just did my nails (thanks to your fave things amy), ate a delicious toasted turkey&chz sandwich, and i have been compiling my summer mix (finally) and, i will admit, my fall mix as well. (that way, i can get it to you BEFORE fall ends!!!)
i need your address amy.
are we finished with OUR summer mix? i think i want to get a copy so i can take it with me on our road trip to utah/colorado. it would be the perfect time to play a soundtrack over and over and over.
we are off to colorado soon, and i am so excited to make it the workshop of my essences. i will have you both close to me there.

gahl i miss you two.
i am surprised by it. i thought the essences would fill the void, but it just reminds me how present it is.
love love and more love.